Day-to-Day Doings
I read that somewhere. I wrote it down, and then I read it.


Thursday, November 13  

I know it's been a long time, and I know I start that way a lot.

So, in all honesty, it's been a terrible few months, and I'm trying hard to find my way out of it. It's been a struggle for me in a way that I've never really struggled before.

I'm ok, health is fine, family and friends are good, but my relationship ended and ... frankly, I just haven't done well with that. I guess it's a good sign of how much I gave to it, but it's hard to find a way out when the floor drops out.

So, in my effort to rebuild, reorganize, re"be" me... I thought about you all here, the few of you who may remain after all the time/neglect, and thought I'd really like to do something here to put a finer point on things.

So, I just updated the front page, with a bit of new text, plus the old so there is history in the meaning of all this stuff. I also removed, at least for now, all the old picture galleries.

I don't really have a good reason for doing this other than they're very old, and I feel they don't fully reflect where I am - hell, they don't even reflect what I look like really... hahah.

So, that's me... I'm here, and it's been 10 years on this little domain. Amazing really, and it's funny that soon after this site started I had a tremendous heartache in my life. It took me years and years to move on from it... strange to find myself in such similar, yet different, situation all these years later. Seems life really has a way of teaching you lessons. I have no idea what I'm supposed to learn here, but seems someone's going to make sure I hear the message.

Thanks for all the support, and I will still be blogging when I can. I just had to get my shit together a bit to be able to update here.

Thanks for reading. :)

posted by AM | 11/13/2008 11:54:00 PM
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